For those of you looking forward to watching the first ever episode of The Xindy Xhow, I must apologize. Production of the xhow will begin as soon as I move into my new house. Some painting and repairs have to be done, but I should be moving mid May. The first episode will feature the founder of the S.L.U.T. movement, Miss Kathleen Sharp. Also, my favorite Licenced Clinical Professional Counselor has volunteered to be in an episode. That should make for a very proffessional yet interesting xhow. And I also plan on having an episode featuring my favorite 3 year old ever, Mr. Tristan Gizewski, just cause he's so freaking cute. This episode will consist of lots of nonsense and possible fake falling (cause that's his thing). Should be fun. Anyone else interested in being a guest on the Xindy Xhow should email me at xindy924@yahoo.com, leave a comment here, or call me. However, there are a few questions you must answer to help me get an idea of the show.

Question 1.) Who is your Daddy and what does he do? (okay, obviously this question is just a refrence to Kindergarten Cop, so if you choose not to answer this question, I won't hold it against you, however a funny answer could help your cause.)

Question 2.) Who are you? I don't mean like what is your name, but why do I know you? If I don't know you, why should I know you? If I shouldn't know you, then why should you be on my show? If you shouldn't be on my show, then why the hell are you doing this? If you aren't doing this, then I suppose you can't answer.

Question 3.) What would you like to discuss for 1/2 hour on my show?

Question 4.) Are you afraid to make a fool of yourself? (if you answer yes to this question, I don't think you are cut out for the camera, or life in general, but, maybe doing this show will help you get over that fear.)

Question 5.) Will you buy me a meal after the taping, cause I'll probably be hungry.

Question 6.) If you could be any animal, what animal would you be and why?

Question 7.) I don't have a question 7. I just want to let you know that you will have to sign a waiver to let me use the footage recorded on the internet.

Question 8.) Are you okay with the statement stated in Question 7 even though it's not a question?

Question 9.) Do you know the way to San Jose? La la lala lala lala lala.

Question 10.) Where can I reach you to let you know if and when I would like to have you as a guest?

In just a few short weeks, I will be on my way to the lovely and sunny Florida. Upon my return, I would like to begin production of the Xindy Xhow. My first guest will be the lovely and talented founder of the S.L.U.T. Movement, Miss Dirrty Gurrty. We shall hopefully discuss the idea of the S.L.U.T. movement as well as some wild and crazy Shananigans that make absolutely no sense at all. If you would like to be a guest on the Xindy Xhow, please email me at xindy924@yahoo.com. I will let anyone that cares know when the Xindy Xhow will be available on Youtube. Thanks and have a lovely Xindytastic day.

This is a post! Do not be fooled by it's lack of information or it's boring nature. This is infact a post.

Alright, so here are some photos from the New Years Party. Enjoy!

That's Jessica, Colin, and Gurrty having fun with party poppers. I think that is Itzel's arm in the picture. The camera, however, does not have a name.

Here's the party crew. From left to right: Me, Kristin, Jessica, Anna, and Itzel down in front there. We're on the tipsy side. That was right after the ball dropped.

I'm not gonna bother with names in this one seeing as how it's a shitty quallity and only back or side views of most of the people, but I'm sure it's clear we are having fun.

Here's my lovely roomate and best friend, Kristin, totally drunk, and on her way to replenish the toilet paper in the bathroom. What a good hostess.

And here's the picture of the year. Yep, that's me doing a shot. Yum vodka. And although it may look like I'm being a lush and double fisting it, that's actually just a glass of straight up orange juice in my left hand. Sorry to disappoint you. I'm just not as hardcore as I should be.

So there you have it. Some great pictures from a great party. Join us next year for another round of "This is gonna be a bitch to clean up tomorrow."

I realize I haven't posted anything new here in a while. So here goes a new post.

I Like bologna sandwiches and I'm not afraid to admit it.

There, I said it. I gotta tell you, it feels good to admit that.

Okay, now here is what I really wanted to say: The New Years party at my place was Awwwesome. That's right, 3 w's. That's how awesome it was. Awwwesome! I got Kristin's pictures developed and I'm gonna scan some and post them when I go to my mom's house tonight. They're pretty good. Everyone looks so drunk in them. It's great. I'm still sorry I missed TML, but I did have a great time.

Oh, I also tried to quit smoking cold turkey on the 4th. Didn't go so well. I almost killed like 3 people. So I've decided that I'm taking up a "Cindy needs to buy the patch" fund. Donations are greatly appreciated. Both Gurrty and Kristin either are losing or have lost someone recently brought on by their previous smoking habits. It sounds fucking painful. Not just physically, but for everyone around me that will have to watch me die if it effects me. So I think if I can quit now, it will reduce my chances of having something like that happen to me. I'm so afraid that I'm gonna gain a ton of weight once I quit though, but I have been watching what I eat lately. Sure I had quite a few girlscout cookies, but those don't last long and I shared them. Besides, I haven't quit yet. And maybe when I do quit, I'll have more energy to run and be active and I won't be out of breath after 10 steps. So I'm saving up to buy the patch. And when I do finally break free of the cigarette addiction, I will reward myself with a trip to the zoo and possibly a new bike so I can go bike riding when it gets warmer out. That would be nice. Exercise and fun all in one kinda smallish (depends on what we're comparing it to) package. So go me. Who wants to volleunteer as my cheerleader.

I have nothing to write today. I just felt like posting something so no one would think I was dead. I promise, I'm not dead. But I do aspire to become a zombie one day. An intelligent one that can type and everything. For all you know, that could have already happened. But I assure you I'm not.

Speaking of zombies, Jesus loves you....but I can't prove that.

Thus Spoke Cindy Weirdo.

I wish there was a holiday that everyone could celebrate together. The only necessity to partake in the celebration is that you are alive. Actually, forget all that and let the zombies and ghosts party too. You don't need to be a Christian or a Jew or Muslim or anything. It will have nothing to do with faith and religion. It will have nothing to do with the time of year. No violence shall be committed that day. No intention to hurt the feelings of another will be allowed. No moping around the house cause your cat just died. Just celebrating just because you exist. I will declare this holiday be observed on June 18th of every year. Why June 18th? I have no idea. It's just a day, like any other day, that people should be allowed to be happy. And I declare that the following day, June 19th, should be observed as recovery day. That will be the day you are allowed to be lazy and not shower and be a couch potato, to sleep till noon and nurse your hangover, to eat whatever your heart desires and not worry about fat and calories (however, I do advise those that need to be on special diets, such as diabetics, stick to those diets so as to not die.) This is what I declare. But wait, I have not yet come up with a name for this holiday. That's where you, the reader, come in. I have a feeling that Gurrty may be the only one that reads this and will answer, but if anyone else does read this from time to time, I ask that you please throw an idea out there for a name and spread the word of the holiday to help make it known by all. Thank you for your time and now I declare it bedtime. That's not religiously, nationally, or seasonally affiliated either. Woo Hoo!

As we enter into the week of Thanksgiving 2006, I find myself pondering what I have to be thankful for. And usually I say "I really don't know." But last night as I was laying in bed with the company of Grey's Anatomy Reruns on the tele, I realized life could be a whole lot worse. I mean, I know everything that is holding me back and I have the power to seek the help that I need, I just lack the motivation. But maybe I don't lack the motivation. Maybe I'm just afraid to be happy with myself.
Actually, if I look back at this year, work related issues aside, pet deaths aside too, it's been a pretty good year. I moved out of my parent's house and learned I can live on a budget. I met some new people, I became a little more self sufficient, and I lost half a pound!!!! Wow! How did I do that? I really don't know. But who cares. Cause I did. I'll probably gain it back later today though.
So here is a list of things I am thankful for, either within the last year or just in general:
1.) My friends more than anything. I love them. The top 2 especially. They know who they are.
2.) Not getting pregnant. No babies from this stork.
3.) TMLMTBGB. That's my favorite weekend activitiy hang out thingy.
4.) My Nephew
5.) Cereal
6.) Beer, but liquor in general
7.) My warm fuzzy slippers that I couldn't find last night.
8.) Grey's Anatomy, The L Word, and Weeds. They keep me entertained.
9.) Chilli Dip.
10.) Not Dying
11.) Not ending up in a church somehow.
12.) Living in Chicago where people are pretty open minded.
13.) Music
14.) My green gloves from the adorable Tanya.
15.) My car hasn't died yet.
16.) Diet Coke.
Okay there is a list of 16. Maybe I'll add more later. But I think 16 is pretty good for off the top of my head while I'm supposed to be working. Don't you?