So I went to Too Much Light last night with Gurrty, Tanya, and Jon. It was awesome, as usual. The Tech Guy did 2 minute Strip Rock Paper Scissors. He had a ton of layers on. Cheater. He's super hot too. I wish he didn't have so many layers on.

I went in my Halloween costume. I was a cop. Super hot slutty cop actually. I gave Gurrty a ticket for public hotness. I'm so awesome. To avoid a $5,000,000 fine and possible jail time, I made her buy me a beer.

Anyway, on a completely different note, I've been thinking a lot about life lately. And how I think I'd have a little less depression around this time if I could just find some inspiration. I think that's my problem. I can tell right now that I'm falling a bit into the rut of depression, but I'm still able to have a good time when I get out and do things. So hopefully I can pick myself up a little before it gets too deep. Spending money always seems to make me happy, but unfortanately I'm living on a budget. Gotta have rent paid and everything. If I get a raise in February, I think I'll invest in a new car. Maybe one like Jon's. He's got a 2006 Corolla. It's really nice. I really do need a new car. Pierre's being kinda a bitch lately. He's really noisy and likes to stay in reverse a little while after I switch to drive. Asshole. What, does he think that's funny? It won't be funny when I put him up for adoption, now will it. Actually, i really do like my car, for the most part. I just think he's past his prime and I've got enough to worry about right now. I don't need to worry about breaking down on my way to work. Man, I think I have ADD. I was just talking about Depression and now i'm talking about Cars. Oooh, they're shiney. I want a Civic. Kristin's is super nice. I'd have to get a silver one so I don't get mine confused with hers, her sister's, or Steve's. When you go to her mom's house, her driveway is like a honda comercial. Even her mom has a Honda Oddesey.

Well right now, I was actually going to look up the out of the darkness overnight even coming up in November. I heard something about it on the radio and I want to check it out. See how much you have to raise to participate. Maybe I'll do that. It made me feel better when I did it in August. Granted I was in severe pain for quite a while, but my mood had improved. Gave me a bit of inspiration. Maybe I'll go alone this time and talk to some strangers and hear their stories. I want to do it again....just don't think I can raise another $1000.

Yay, Bears are kicking ass today. Looks like I should go to Kohls and buy a bears shirt for work tomorrow. I'm really enjoying watching football this year. I never have before. I guess being in a City that's got a good team for once can make anyone at least a little interested in sports.

Well, that's all I have for now. I heart you. I don't know who I'm talking to when I say that cause I don't think anyone actually reads this. But who cares. I heart everyone. Except stupid people. And George Clooney. He's not really stupid. He's just annoying.

Bye.

To whom it may concern, so probably no one,

I'm Xindy and I'm here to entertain you. Okay, so not really. I just started this blog cause Myspace is pissing me off. It's too crowded. Jams up too often. Tom should really have made a screening test and only allowed the cool people on it. In which case, I never would have been granted a myspace page in the first place and you Blogger bloggers would have had the privalege of knowing me a lot sooner.

So let me tell you a little about myself. I'm a coke head....more of a diet coke head really. I like diet coke a lot. Yum. I also like cereal. Jewel brand Lucky Charms are a lot better than the real thing...and a lot cheaper too. I also like gREY'S aNAT......aHHH! wHAT'S HAPPENING!?!? Oh, I accidently hit the caps lock. Where was I? Oh, I also like Grey's Anatomy very much so. What an awesome show. Amazing. And of course I had to order Showtime so I'd get the L Word when the new season starts up. While waiting for the new season, however, I decided to see what else this so called Showtime had to offer. So now I'm addicted to Weeds. The show, not the drug. The last episode left me hanging though. I want to just fast forward my TV to next Monday just to see what happens. Oh Lord.

Okay, I'm at work right now and really shouldn't be doing this. So I keep minimizing the screen when my boss walks by and I'm getting really confused. So forgive me if none of my blog makes any sense. I also keep thinking it's Friday and getting really excited. I hate Thursdays. I always feel like it should be Friday already and then Friday morning, I turn my alarm off thinking it's Saturday and I end up not waking up in time to shower so I smell like rotten cheese and curdled milk. Okay, maybe that's a bit of an exageration. Maybe it's more of a "That girl really needs to get a stronger deoderant" kinda smell. Whatcha gonna do though?

Wait, wasn't I just trying to tell you a bit about myself. Let's go back to that. Okay, so I'm a college drop out. So I work in an office full time. The pay is decent, but the people here are the reason my Psychiatrist is afraid to take me off the meds. Yes, I am a psych patient, if you can't already tell, but I usually don't scare too many people. At least not all the time. And I've never killed anyone. Thought about it a few times, but thinking never hurt anyone, right? I also am an aspiring writer. Most people that know me don't really know how serious I am about that. I've been working on a book for about a year now. I had been writing one before, but 56 pages in, I got depressed and deleted the entire thing. I'm kinda hoping I don't do that again. Never delete. Just edit.

I also used to be in a band. I really want to start a new one though. Got an offer from my brother-in-laws friend Bill to be his bassist. I just gotta called him. He let me hear some of the stuff he recorded. The recording quality was not all that great, but the material was awesome.

Shit, I gotta get some work done before we leave for the day. I'll blog again soon and tell you all about my pet snake, Pennywise.

Love always,
Xindy